Doc Mode: Autobiographical

Can what you listen to tell a story about your life? Here’s to finding out:

Documentarian Statement: Autobiographical Mode

An autobiographical documentary is perhaps the most self-explanatory of the documentary modes. Bill Nichols, author of Introduction to Documentary, describes the biographical mode as one that can “provide an account of someone’s life or a significant part of it.” He notes that ethical concerns associated with this mode include “factual errors, misrepresentation, distortion, and judgmental bias.” Traditionally, in order to document a person’s life with enough detail and accuracy, a filmmaker must spend a lot of time with his or her subjects, as the makers of Grey Gardens did, following Edie and Edith around as they went about their daily activities day after day until they could note the patterns of their behavior and make a documentary that was an accurate representation of the two women.

The extreme amount of access the biographical documentary requires in order to portray the life of a particular subject makes home-video footage and photographs a common source for this mode, allowing subjects to tell the stories of their lives themselves. Maelstrom, for example, consists of home video shot by a member of a family affected by the Holocaust. Documentaries utilizing autobiographical footage show that what people choose to film and photograph can say a lot about the person behind the camera. But can what you listen to also tell a story about your life? I decided to find out, using Spotify.

From July – October 2016, Spotify sent a Month-In-Music email to its premium subscribers, calculating the top tracks, artists, and genres I listened to that month. The statistics provided a more accurate, thorough portrait than any human interviewer or documentarian could have possibly contributed, because a computer can keep track of what I’m listening to every single time I press play at any hour. Additionally, using tracks based on statistics generated by a computer certainly helped me to avoid bias and misrepresentation – I might have misremembered what music I listened to back then, or avoided including certain songs because of how someone else might judge them. For example, I wouldn’t have admitted on my own that a Taylor Swift mash-up was my most-listened-to song that July. Taylor Swift generally isn’t even an accurate sample of my go-to artists or genres of music! (These days, I listen to a lot of 70’s/80’s rock and punk, along with a heavy dose of Sing Street, The 1975, Muse, and Panic! At the Disco, if you’re curious.) But because I used the Month-In-Music summaries as the basis of documenting those four months of my life, I had to address that T. Swift track.

Actually addressing the songs was the next test: Would they accurately reflect and therefore help to document aspects of my life, or would it just feel like a random compilation of whatever music I was obsessed with at the time? As it turns out, I could easily remember what those songs meant to me and how they were impactful. And so, I created an interactive web document that compiled music, photos from that time period, and a few elaborative statements to make a unique autobiographical record of those four months of 2016.

I found that the moods of the music I listened to could impact the sort of photos I took, and that photos could document events that impacted what I listened to. For example, seeing Hamilton actor Leslie Odom Jr. in concert and then meeting him afterwards surely influenced the amount of Hamilton-listening I did over the next several months. Sometimes a song represented a response to specific events, such as the Taylor Swift track, and other times, the music simply provided snapshots of my hopes and dreams and general attitude towards life. I felt that an interactive web page consisting of photos, statistics, music links, and explanatory statements was the most appropriate format for this autobiographical assignment, because the viewer can take a journey through that portion of my life month by month, listening to the music along the way as they discover what it meant to me. Enjoy, and don’t judge (too much)!

4 Months of 2016:
An Audiovisual Journey Through My Life

Taylor Swift Mash-Up – Anthem Lights

July 2016 – Me, a Taylor Swift fan-girl? No way. But I’d just returned from having the time of my life with a bunch of new film friends in London, and my hometown was feeling pretty quiet. Re-adjusting to living with my family while getting surgery was harder than I thought it would be. My beliefs occasionally clashed with my parents’: One memory I have from that summer is how angry my dad was when he found out I had watched a rated-R movie in London (I accidentally let it slip; I was excited that I’d seen Gladiator on the big screen in The Royal Albert Hall, my favorite music venue of all time, with a live orchestra performing the score.) The highlight of that whole story to my dad? The fact that Gladiator is R. It didn’t seem to matter that I was technically an adult at age 20, or that it was a decision I’d made, not out of recklessness or rebellion, but out of the ability I’d developed, in large part thanks to my incredible teachers in the film program, to judge media with a bit more nuance than the MPAA rating system provides – for example, is the film representing or advocating the behaviors it presents?
And so, one specific line in this song – “Someday, I’ll be living in a big old city” – became the way I reassured myself that I would continue to pursue my film dreams even if my family at times didn’t understand or agree with them, and that my experience in London wasn’t a one-time fluke but a taste of what the future could be: One surrounded by culture, art, people, and fellow filmmaker friends.



August 2016 – Illness. The Olympics. A little bit of depression creeping in.

Taste the Feeling was an upbeat little Avicii/Conrad Sewell collaboration used in the 2016 Summer Olympics. Although I mostly remember feeling down during that time, it’s interesting to see how extremely peppy those most-played songs are. It’s like I was trying to counteract the exhaustion of physical and mental illness by listening to something extra-happy.

Prelude – Muse

September 2016 – Prelude by Muse represents a couple of things: The number of times I listened to it while using it for a TMA 112 project, but it’s also by one of my favorite bands.

My TMA 112 Photo Essay – a visualization of Prelude by Muse

I used a lot of instrumental music to help me fall asleep during a crazy pre-production period managing locations for Maggie, so 4/5 of my top tracks are soft, gentle instrumental pieces, but they’re still pretty representative of one specific segment of my insanely diverse musical tastes. For example:

Harry in Winter – Patrick Doyle

Patrick Doyle and James Horner are two of my favorite film composers. Patrick Doyle specializes in classically-inspired orchestral scores, which, as a clarinet player, I really enjoy. I performed a solo from Harry in Winter, a track from the fourth Harry Potter film, at a concert during my senior year of high school, so perhaps there’s a bit of nostalgia here.

Cinematic Chill-Out Playlist – by Spotify

I listened to this playlist a lot while taking photos for a camera class, drawn in by the Alexandre Desplat tracks from The Imitation Game in the list at the time. It, in large part, explains the amount of soundtrack/scorecore that composed 65% of my listening that month, according to Spotify. Interestingly, one photo I took of light streaming through a cup next to a lens cap on the table really fits the playlist’s ethereal, at times melancholy, gray-and-blue vibes:


October 2016 – I listened to so much Hamilton that month, perfecting the fastest rap in the album! A new, mostly forgettable OneRepublic album dropped that month as well, so I had a brief stint with the bass guitar-driven title track.

Guns and Ships – Hamilton Soundtrack

SO MUCH HAMILTON! Why? Because, like so many other scrappy young 20-somethings, I was an avid writer, a wannabe filmmaker, and a newbie to the media arts program who was not planning to throw away her shot. I’d also met Leslie Odom Jr., who debuted Aaron Burr from ‘Hamilton’, the previous month.
Meeting ‘Hamilton’s’ Leslie Odom Jr.!

St. Elmo’s Fire (Man in Motion) – John Parr

There are a lot of my own personal hopes and dreams reflected in this month’s list. St. Elmo’s Fire is all about reaching for new horizons, never giving up, and seeing how far you can go to become the person you want to be. It was my first full semester officially in the film program, I was taking 17 credits, and I’d bitten off more than I could chew. Call it cheesy, but sometimes you need a little inspiration.

Here’s my indie/hipster/R&B track of the month that you’ve never heard of: Far Side of Town written by Arthur Lewis, friend and fellow member of a freestyle group with Lin-Manuel Miranda, the creator of Hamilton. If this track speaks of anything going on in my life at the time, it most likely alludes to my extreme focus on school above anything else, pursuing a hazy future with an intensity that perhaps surpassed even my busiest friends and roommates. I’m not sure I even knew what I wanted to get out of all that craziness – I knew I wanted to be a better film producer, but perhaps I also thought I could escape depression if I ran fast enough.

This is where the Monthly Music emails ended. I was pretty disappointed – I had begun to look forward to seeing what music had been important to me each month, and then trying to figure out why. This project is proof to me that life influences art and art influences life – specifically, that the music we listen to can provide a window into our beliefs, attitudes, and hopes, how we respond to what happens in our lives, and how those responses change over time.






Cannibal Tours and Paris is Burning: How We Reconcile Difference Through Imagined Communities

Benedict Anderson, author of Imagined Communities, defines a nation as “an imagined political community” (6). Why imagined? “[B]ecause the members of even the smallest nation will never know most of their fellow-members, meet them, or even hear of them, yet in the minds of each lives the image of their communion” (6).

In the 1988 documentary Cannibal Tours, in which Papua New Guinea is explored by a few tourists, a native man discusses the history of his island and how life has changed since the arrival of white people. He refers to the white tourists as ghosts due to their pale skin, explaining that the European visitors look like the spirits of their deceased ancestors (and noting that New Guineans don’t actually believe that the tourists are ghosts). In so doing, the man groups himself with all of the other villages, acknowledging that referring to tourists as ghosts is a nation-wide practice: We think this way; we refer to you in this way. While the interviewee could not actually know if every single person native to Papua New Guinea speaks of tourists in the manner described, he recognizes this tendency as a cultural practice, one tiny, detailed element of what it means to be a native member of the nation of Papua New Guinea.

Conversely, the interviewee conveys a hazy notion of the differences between the nations of Europe when he compares them to different villages, given that Europeans from different countries see themselves as quite separate from one another with disparate bloodlines and heritages. This interview in Cannibal Tours illustrates that even as we create for ourselves an imagined community united by similarity, we naturally see our own communities in a more complex light. We indirectly realize their imagined nature by breaking the largest community that we identify with into smaller sub-components, often governed by geographical boundaries to give these otherwise arbitrary lines tangibility. For example, members of the European Union break their community down into separate countries: Germany, Spain, France, Sweden, etc., but to the interviewee from Papua New Guinea, they’re all just white people. On the other hand, an average white European might look at someone from Rwanda, for example, and only find themselves capable of noting that the person is black, or perhaps African based on accent or style of dress. Even if they could correctly guess the person’s country, Rwandans further distinguish themselves by three separate races, including the Hutus and Tutsis, distinctions that led to genocide in 1994. When each imagined community creates a detailed-but-still-unified “us” vs. a less-detailed but still unified “them”, it forms the basis of stereotyping – the oversimplification and dehumanization of the other, a somewhat ironic practice considering that in order to see our own communities as unified, we must still oversimplify our own differences to a certain extent.

Furthermore, imagined communities extend beyond literal nation-states. Bill Nichols notes in the eighth chapter of Introduction to Documentary that “all identities are provisional in their construction and political in their implications” (182). By Anderson’s definition, then, all women, for example, are a type of imagined ‘nation.’ In creating such a broad categorization, we witness the sheer impossibility of pinning down, speaking for, or representing such a massive group of people, and yet, as Anderson’s definition suggests, this is what we do when we create the idea of a ‘nation’ in our minds – we affirm to ourselves that there is a large majority of people who are like us – who look, think, act, and believe as we do – and because so many people think as we do, we must be right. Breaking down the psychological process of imagining ourselves part of a community explains why the concept of gender fluidity, for example, is unnerving to many people, even if those accused of androgynous behavior are simply stretching arbitrary norms constructed in order to form a unified societal identity – norms such as ‘women wear dresses and men do not.’ Paris is Burning (1990) illustrates the negative consequences that those who perform in drag may experience for breaking the popular societal belief that women and men should be easily distinguishable from one another – if this belief forms a part of our nation’s overall identity and defines the sub-identities of individuals in that nation, then when such a belief is challenged, it may appear to some that the nation’s identity and thus the nation itself is threatened. A member of that nation may feel that because most women and men in their society are distinguishable from each other, an androgynous person is “wrong.”

One could argue that the primary representative of most Western nations is a white, straight, male property owner. Any other identity, in the words of Nichols, “has a contingent, political dimension to it” and “runs counter to any notion of a fixed or essentialized group identity” (182). Thus in Cannibal Tours, a likely unintentional but reflexive tendency of the filmmaker might be explained as the ‘other-ing’ of a group of people he sees as separate from his own political community of white men: white women. Throughout the film, the camera regularly focuses on the midsections of the female tourists, sometimes panning slowly, other times zooming in. While it could be argued that the cinematographer was simply mocking the tourists’ obsession with their own body images, there is no male equivalent in the syntax of camera-movement – such panning and zooming on a male body would seem both novel and bizarre. Thus even the German community of tourists is (perhaps accidentally) fractured into political sub-components – male and female: The former receives the chance to represent themselves and their communities in full detail – both through thoughts and full physical presence – where as the latter community is often reduced to an objectified (oversimplified) image of body parts.

Thus one’s own communities versus another’s are imagined in differing amounts of depth; Paris Is Burning and Cannibal Tours respectively illustrate that people are often repulsed and confused by differences within one’s own community and unaware of the complexities of another’s.

Works Cited

Anderson, Benedict. “Imagined Communities.”, rebels-

Nichols, Bill. Introduction to Documentary, 3rd ed., Indiana University Press,      2017.

The Reflexive Documentary: ‘Surname Viet Given Name Nam’

Bill Nichols, author of Introduction to Documentary, writes that “documentaries can be reflexive from both formal and political perspectives” (p. 128). Surname Viet Given Name Nam, made by Trinh T. Minh-ha is one example of a documentary that is both reflexive in form and in content.

Reflexive in Form

According to Bill Nichols, “reflexive documentaries… tackle issues posed by realism as a style” (126). In ‘Surname…,’ Minh-ha places her subjects on the edges of the frame. While such a strange stylistic approach might symbolize the way women feel marginalized within their own society, its peculiarity alone “heightens” the viewer’s consciousness (128). Each frame looks a bit like an oddly-staged painting, forcing the viewer to question why the filmmaker would make such a choice and thus reminding them of the presence of the camera that intervenes between the viewer and real life.

Secondly, as Bill Nichols notes, “the interviews were staged in more ways than one: the women who play Vietnamese women in Vietnam are actually immigrants to the United States reciting, on a stage set, accounts transcribed and edited by Trinh T. Minh-ha from interviews conducted in Vietnam by someone else with other women” (126-7). Such a choice is controversial in a documentary because it questions “the solemn indexical bond between the indexical image and what it represents” (128). By all appearances, these female actors seem to be discussing their own experiences for a large portion of the film: They even have Vietnamese accents, a trait not technically necessary if the people reenacting or reporting on the interviews were not going to be the original interviewees.

Is Minh-ha’s choice to stage the interviews in such a manner equivalent to unfaithful representation? Perhaps in other forms of documentary, it would be, but the staged nature of the film also highlights an important fact that most documentaries ignore in order to seem authoritative: No group of women, whether they experienced oppression in Vietnam or are simply acting as a mouthpiece for those who did, can represent their whole population or gender. Yet these women try anyway, because someone has to speak up. The staged interviews are thus simultaneously an acknowledgment of the limited perspective one documentary can offer and an earnest attempt to offer as much perspective as it can.

Reflexive in Content

Documentaries are reflexive in content when they “call social conventions into question” (129). The women in ‘Surname…’ focus on their marginal place in society and discuss it eloquently. One woman draws attention to the imbalance of power between genders in Vietnam, for example: “The men want to keep the better share of the cake. They hold the key positions of power; women only get the leftovers… There is not a single woman at the Political Bureau. The men are the only ones to discuss problems that concern us.” Rather than simply implying the Vietnamese women’s plight through imagery, these women focus on analyzing the various strains of systemic sexism in Vietnamese society, an approach unique to the reflexive documentary.

My Take in Three Points: Is the Reflexive Form Effective in Surname Viet Given Name Nam?

1.) Form-wise, the framing and staging of subjects is certainly odd, and its strangeness may distract from the messages the women are attempting to share. For a mature, analytical audience, the film’s stylistic tendencies may in fact heighten their consciousness of the film and cause them to focus more intently on the film’s intentions and limitations, but it may lose less open-minded viewers all together.

2.) Given that the interviews are staged, the subjects may also be analyzed as part of the documentary’s form. As noted previously, the women possess Vietnamese accents although not all people of Vietnamese descent have accents and it was not technically necessary to cast women who did. Such a choice makes it harder for a native-English audience to understand. Why not have someone without an accent perform the lines if they are to be spoken in English at all? This interesting reflexive tactic may comment on the disparity between the manner Vietnamese women are treated versus how they actually are. Asian women with accents are often perceived as less intelligent in English-speaking societies, which tend to have significant populations of people of Asian descent whose native language is English. However, the commentary on screen is highly intellectual despite being at times difficult to understand, highlighting the potential contrast between the level of discourse a biased viewer may expect from the women versus what they actually hear.

The commentary on screen is highly intellectual despite being at times difficult to understand, highlighting the potential contrast between the level of discourse a biased viewer may expect from the women versus what they actually hear.

3.) I would conclude that the strength of a reflexive documentary such as Surname Viet Given Name Nam is that it works like a well-researched essay: Not the view of the subject matter, but a well-articulated, organized view that a documentary made up of authentic, on-the-spot interviews and observational footage could not provide.

Works Cited: 

Nichols, Bill. “How Can We Differentiate Among Documentary Models and Modes? What Are the Poetic, Expository, and Reflexive Modes?” Introduction to Documentary, 3rd ed., Indiana University Press, 2017, pp. 126–129.

Born Into Brothels: The Expository Mode and Its Ethical Implications

Bill Nichols, author of Introduction to Documentary, defines a documentary made in the expository mode as:

1.) An alternative to fiction/avant-garde.

2.) Treats knowledge as disembodied or abstract ideas, concepts, or perspectives.

3.) Time and space are discontinuous. Uses images from many different times and places to illustrate a perspective or argument.

4.) Ethical concerns include: Represent others fairly and avoid making people into helpless victims.

5.) A voice characterized by classic oration in pursuit of the truth and seeking to inform and move an audience.

6.) Assembles fragments of the historical world into a more rhetorical frame, rather than an aesthetic one or a poetic one.

While Nichols differentiates the expository-mode documentary from a fictional film, as noted in class, Born Into Brothels (Zara Briski, 2004) retains a story-telling style, even utilizing the structural backbone of a fictional narrative to maintain cohesion; Briski’s goal, to send children from the red light district of Calcutta to boarding school, mirrors fiction’s basic driving force: ‘Someone wants something and is having a hard time getting it.’

However, the very nature of Briski’s goal clearly implies a rhetorical argument: That the children of the red light district need saving, and that the best way to help them is to send them away to boarding schools. While there is a certain linearity to the goal itself (We find out at the end of the film which of the children continued their education and which did not), the images themselves are discontinuous, “assembled,” as Nichols says, around Zara Briski’s perspective. Her camera reveals poor children lacking purpose and direction in their lives, trapped in the brothels and destined for the ‘industries’ of prostitution and drug-dealing.

These images are unified by Briski’s frequent use of voice-over and on-camera conversations, emphasizing her genuine belief that she is under the moral imperative to better the children’s lives by giving them an education. In this sense, Briski’s oration pursues a concept or truth disembodied from the world of the film; no one in the red light district and nothing inherent in it indisputably confirm that Briski’s solution is the correct one: In fact, many of the children’s parents and grandparents question the importance or necessity of sending the children off on their own, preventing them from helping around the house or immediately earning a living. Thus this solution, this “truth” Briski seeks to delineate in her film may be more subjective than she realizes, and it is here that the ethical implications of the expository mode are worth exploring.

Nichols suggests that an expository documentary may tend to represent its subjects unfairly – both literally and figuratively through the lenses of the documentarian’s camera and his/her opinions – and that it may be guilty of victimization. The children in the brothels are clearly presented as victims of their situations, in desperate need of some change that will prevent them from following in the footsteps of their parents. This change, in Briski’s view, is a boarding school education. Briski sees a problem that needs to be solved, and while most people would agree that prostitution and drug-dealing are far from desirable lifestyles, especially when there is no viable alternative, the potential issue is that while Briski and the residents of the red light district may essentially recognize the same problem, this does not guarantee that they see the same solution.

Such differences in perspective feasibly set Briski up as a ‘white savior’ figure, which is problematic given western society’s history of imposing its beliefs and traditions upon other cultures. While one may counter that it is impossible for the ignorant or uneducated to know what is best for them (and I personally would rather risk doing something if I could to help rather than turning a blind eye), it is important for documentarians to recognize that people’s experiences are an education in its own right, and that such experiences may lead to differing definitions of solutions and success – a truly abstract concept that no one person or society – ‘educated’ in the Western sense or not – is capable of single-handedly deciding.

Works Cited:

Nichols, Bill. “How Can We Differentiate Among Documentary Models and Modes? What Are the Poetic, Expository, and Reflexive Modes?” Introduction to Documentary, 3rd ed., Indiana University Press, 2017, pp. 108–121.

The Importance of Being Honest: Documentary as Prosecutor

In the earliest years of World War II, a genre of documentary emerged called the “bugle-call film” (139). In his book, Documentary: A History of the Non-Fiction Film, Erik Barnouw defines the purpose of a bugle-call film: to, “stir the blood, building determination to the highest pitch; as to the enemy, to chill the marrow, paralyzing the will to resist” (139). In other words, the bugle-call film was a call to action, and in those years, it tended to be nationalistic, biased, and often outright dishonest.

After the war, European filmmakers were left to grapple with the heinous war crimes that liberation brought to light. In these first post-war decades, a new genre of documentary emerged with the purpose of indicting war criminals (178). Barnouw defines this type of documentary as the prosecutor film.
The ultimate example of a prosecutor film may well be Alan Resnais’ Night and Fog (1955). Like other films in its genre, Night and Fog’s colored footage of the present-day is “supplemented by captured material including documents and still photographs” as well as chilling footage recorded by the Nazis themselves (172).

Yet even as it stands in opposition to the anti-Semitism that characterized many bugle-call films, Night and Fog shares several qualities with them. One such is the extensive use of narration to evoke emotion and make the filmmaker’s stance clear. In the bugle-call film, Baptism of Fire, narration is used to glorify the destruction of Warsaw, where as in Night and Fog, it attempts to warn the audience that people willing to perpetuate crimes as unthinkable as the Holocaust are never confined to one point in history (139, 180).

Both types of films “link” their narration to inflammatory imagery meant to portray their subjects in a specific, often condemnatory, light (141). In bugle-call films such as Fritz Hippler’s The Eternal Jew, completed about a year after the commencement of World War II, such imagery includes “pornography, and slaughterhouse scenes” which the narration suggests to be depictions of Jewish rituals (141). The post-war prosecution film Night and Fog flips the narrative by linking distressing images of slaughtered Jews to the Nazi regime. Thus the greatest difference between the two types of films, when compared in this manner, seems not to be the qualities of the films themselves, but the honesty of the filmmakers. Himmler perpetuated a false narrative about the Jewish people through the use of disturbing fictional footage meant to seem real; Resnais’ disturbing footage was real (142).  In the latter’s documentary, the Nazi’s obsessive documentation of their own crimes becomes self-incriminating evidence (173).

The Act of Killing (Oppenheimer, 2012), in a way picks up where Night and Fog left off, proving some of its darkest prophecies: that the same evil motivating the Holocaust would re-surface in a new manner – this time in Indonesia. It thoroughly answers the question that Barnouw implies is quintessential to the prosecutor film – What became of the perpetrators? –  by allowing them to become the documentary’s protagonists (178). While The Act of Killing is similar to a bugle-call film in that it harnesses fictional sequences to a jarring effect, Oppenheimer emphasizes that these sequences are re-enactments shot in the filmic style of the subject’s preference (unlike Hippler, who intentionally fails to mention the staged nature of those sequences). From the exaggerated make-up in the interrogation scenes to the dream-like lighting that portrays those murdered as grateful to their ‘benevolent’ killers for doing the ‘right thing,’ it is always clear that these segments of the film are fictional representations of the murders as told by the murderers. In doing so, The Act of Killing is possibly a subtler prosecutor, allowing the war criminals to speak for – and thus incriminate – themselves.

A comparison of early-war bugle call films to the post-war prosecutor documentaries Night and Fog and The Act of Killing highlights how necessary it is to have an honest person behind the camera. Their similarities show how easy it is to set up a false but compelling indictment, and those who have become cynical because of an awareness of dishonest documentation sometimes take such knowledge to an extreme. Holocaust deniers, for example, may see in prosecutor documentaries the same emotional tactics of powerful narration and inflammatory footage used in the biased bugle-call films and question the veracity of any documentary that claims to reveal incriminating evidence.

Additionally, both Night and Fog and The Act of Killing also reveal cinema’s unique ability to self-incriminate its subjects. Both documentaries allow the perpetrators of genocide to ultimately speak for themselves – whether through their own recorded footage, or the scenes they choose to re-enact on camera, illustrating the unquenchable human thirst to document one’s actions, even if doing so risks preserving evidence of one’s own depravity.

Works Cited

Barnouw, Erik. Documentary: a History of the Non-Fiction Film. 2nd ed., Oxford University Press, 1993.